wow, the fun never ends...

I am going into my 2nd week here at my new place, and am finding i really like it. yes is Very small. That just makes/allows me to keep an eye on things, like cleaning. I mainly did this to have more time to try to figure Me out. is working, but is far harder then i would of ever thought. i have "lived on my own" since i was 15, but never lived Alone. have always had roomates, or people over so offten they might as well of been roomates. here that is not an option. just Not the room. Being along is Not something i have ever done well. but am coping.

Work is more of a rollercoster then ever. eather am there 20 hours a week or 80. seem little in between. o well now should be able to get all payed off and get on with life. this brings up my Real question. What next? What is it i Really want to be doing? working in a porn warehouse for next 5 years is Not on the list. School? has been a dream for so long.... who knows. may haps getting a new camera and getting back to that. Who knows, at this point i can only say will take it as it comes and keep on going. for a long time was not sure i could even do that.

o had a friend add me to her friends list today. that really made me stop and think. had to revise my thoughts on a few things. if you read this. Thanks.